Beclown

Now that small amounts of capital are involved, I've started following a cryptocurrency trading strategy, hoping to achieve something and climb the rankings. I thought that following trades isn't suitable for dividing funds, so I decided to play it safe with a low-leverage compound interest approach. My wife chatted with me today and said selling gold was really worth it. I thanked her for helping me during my toughest times. In fact, all this gold was bought for her before, but it can be considered her personal property. If only life were as it was at first sight, what would autumn winds weep over painted fans? I recall the love story of our first encounter; she was so slender back then, tall and thin. Now, she has given me a lovely daughter. Having two girls, one big treasure and one small treasure, is truly a blessing. I've been trading for many years, experiencing ups and downs filled with heartache. Now, at least things are stable, and I have a little surplus. I don't know what the future holds, but perhaps I can buy a villa for my wife and child to enjoy a superior lifestyle. From my perspective, a villa should be around 300 square meters, which is quite spacious. I don't want to tempt fate anymore; I want to take my time. I understand the story of a greedy heart devouring an elephant. After losing a significant amount, I thought I would stop, as the remaining money would last me a long time. At that point, I would accept my fate, and this journey would come to an abrupt end. Those willing to gamble with me can follow my trades and accompany me for a bit. I will leverage my abilities to achieve some results. If I end up leaving with regrets, then it simply means that wealth wasn't meant for me, and I accept that calmly. I wish all the cryptocurrency friends who see this message a prosperous life. Feel free to follow my trades; I won't force anyone. Any profits will be shared with you all. I won't take this small amount of money. Wishing everyone a vibrant life, playing the game without regrets.

Is there still a chance to turn things around with just this?

负债一百万了，还有机会翻身吗？

After bankruptcy, I borrowed seven hundred thousand, and the new story continues
Updated daily. If there are no updates for three days, it means it's over

When no one cares, try your best to ignore external matters, focus on yourself. If no one lends me the wind's force, I have ambition within myself.

After bankruptcy, I borrowed seven hundred thousand, a new story continues
Updated daily, if there's no news for three days, it means it's over

Life is like chess, every move is irreversible

After bankruptcy, I borrowed seven hundred thousand, and the new story continues
Updated daily, if there's no news for three days, it means it's over

Changed my approach, and I don't have much to say, I'm not capable of teaching others how to do things, I just need to quietly play and settle down, the market trend is never wrong, if you can't make money, it's your own inability, there's no need to blame others or think too highly of yourself, just be humble and get by.

After bankruptcy, a new story continues to be written. Everyone can watch my daily story updates. I am always full of passion and will forever remain in this market.

I only fear losing, I don't care about poverty or wealth, for life has no wins or losses, and transactions do not distinguish between expensive and cheap. The story has been written for many years, and this time, it temporarily comes to a close. If I can't win, it's just my own inability; even in losing, I must be open and honest. Thus, the story ends, facing life with a smile. Disappointment is not a transaction. In this world, there are no geniuses, only fortunate considerations. I wish everyone a fulfilling life.

Every day, I still go about my daily routine and record my life as usual.

I can't count how many times I've stumbled in front of the million-dollar gate; I can count them on one hand, but it's still unclear. I have faith, and as a person like me, my courage is commendable. The more I do, the more confident I become, but I understand that I need to stay calm and composed. In the face of trading failures or missed profits, all I need to do is not rush and not get discouraged. There are many things I want to say, but I don't know how to articulate them. Failure is a fact; I need to learn to accept losses and acknowledge my shortcomings. There is no perfect person in this world. In this situation, both you and I are pitiful beings. We need to review the past; we must not only review what has happened but also prepare for the next deal. There are no great waves in life, just an unclear future.

Every day I still regularly record my daily life.

Reaching a million requires just one order; today I've been waiting for an opportunity. As mealtime approaches, my mood becomes complicated. I want to know if I can make it, but I know that whether I can or not, I have to move forward. For an ordinary person, a million is a large sum. I want to reach one million first; this is not my endpoint. A brand new starting point is in front of me. It will be soon, really soon. I remember my roots, I know my original intention remains unchanged, and I know what my heart is thinking. Trading is the equal starting point for all beings, and with this equal starting point, I forge a unique path, my own path. I haven't given myself motivational boosts for a long time; today I'll have a bowl. Friends, there's no need to wish me luck; I only seek to grasp the unique equal opportunity when faced with unfairness in the world. The wind is howling and the river is cold; once a hero leaves, he won't return.

Every day, I still routinely document my life.

After waiting a long time, I maintain a calm attitude towards trading. In fact, I understand that I have already reached enlightenment; the present moment is about perfectly seizing every opportunity. Boasting is not just idle talk; everything depends on oneself, not on the heart. Not self-validating and not participating, others' thoughts are merely their spoken words. Many people ask me how to do well in trading. I want to say, there is no need to consider this question. The amount of risk you take is proportional to how many escape routes you have. Life is your margin, family is your psychological stop-loss, and we ourselves are like the sails of a ship at sea, we just need to maintain one thought: keep moving forward. Remember, position management and capital risk control are never what we need to worry about; we only need to care about how much pressure we can withstand. I am always highly leveraged because my escape route is the current capital. Without an escape route, there is no fear.

Every day, I still regularly document my daily life.

New highs and pullbacks, this pullback won't be large. I miscalculated the direction, and the result is wrong. Unconsciously, millions feel like a towering mountain pressing against my heart, repeatedly making it impossible for me to cross over. I don't know if it's my inability or if this is a test from heaven? If it were in the past, perhaps I would be confused, but now, I am no longer indecisive. If it's a mountain, there must be a way; if there's no way, I will take a detour. If it rains from the sky, I will ignore it and move forward alone. If there are tigers in the mountains and forests, I can embody Wu Song and fight the fierce tiger again. After all, I am not afraid; I have no fear. Even if I explode, so what? Do you think you can stop me? In the mountains and forests, there are always experts to subdue the fierce ones. When high mountains block the way, there are those who can move mountains. Friends, remember, if there are obstacles ahead, it means there is a way forward and a way behind, but do not take the road back.

Every day, I still regularly record my daily life.

My account has reached 700,000, and it's getting harder. Recently, I've been going to bed after 4 AM and waking up at 8 AM, then taking a short nap. Sometimes I can't sleep during the day either. The little dog I raised before got sick and I brought it back today. In terms of life, there’s nothing bothering me. I just want to quietly trade until I reach the peak. If one day I fail in the future, I will also leave this market quietly. I often think about what my failure would look like; perhaps when that day comes, I will be calm and unperturbed. I often sit on the balcony at midnight, listening to music and staring at the market, but I have no positions. Most of the time, I wait. I often feel distressed; I outwardly pretend not to care about failure, but inside I feel sorrow, like a mournful song echoing for a long time. I pack my bags and step into society, a passerby in white walks to the cliff. The road is not beneath my feet, but in my heart. Even if there is no road, as long as there is a path in my heart, that is my way.

Every day still regularly sends daily records of my life
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​Once again reaching the initial peak, will the outcome still be the same this time? I have no way of knowing, I don't want much, five hundred, can you give me a chance?

Every day, I still regularly document my daily life

It's the weekend now. Da Bing and Er Bing are exceptionally brave. I made a small profit today. I often find myself in a dilemma when I stay up late at night watching the market alone. I think about my long life; I dropped out of school at sixteen, got married and had children at nineteen, and now I'm almost twenty-four. How should I walk my path in the future? I have no way in business, no skills as an employee, and what about trading? I can't help but smile bitterly. Whether I can succeed is another matter; giving up is not an option since I don't have other money-making abilities. Saying I'm worthless would be flattering. My words are extremely bleak because I see the essence through trading; what I see is not wealth, but bones. Climbing a mountain sounds nice, but isn't it just stepping on the yellow earth and climbing in place? I have no money or ability. Meeting my wife is a stroke of luck, and being born in this country is a blessed life. I'm not greedy; I’ll just let the long years have occasional ripples. The most I've heard is this phrase: if you don’t have that fate, don’t aspire to be above others. I don’t want to be someone above others; I just want to live a bit better, eat until I'm full, and have a brighter life. I just want my parents to be more at ease and my wife and daughter to be happier. So, I feel bleak about my own experiences and inadequacies. What makes me feel bleak is that I'm not successful. I want to take a break, but I haven't earned much money yet. Without worrying my family, I can only pretend to be relaxed and carefree.

Every day I still send out daily records of my life as usual

I occasionally open my eyes to glimpse the world, pitying that I am but a person in the eyes of others.

The market in the past two days has been a bit absurd, not making money is just my own incompetence. I have already decided to keep trading with this money; if I have that fate, I might stop after making about four million. Following others in trading is to find some emotional value. Watching the market and trading alone for a long time without communication is particularly painful, and I have nothing much to say. I will just let time pass slowly. To have the fate to get rich but no luck to survive, I am just a common person, hoping for freedom in the coming and going of the world.

Three and a half months, hitting a million failures, now I have no money left, preparing to casually find a roadside stall to sell various meat and vegetable stuffed pancakes, or maybe I should go to the bathroom and wash my face, letting the water droplets cover the tears at the corners of my eyes.

Battle report news, off work, made a little profit today, continue to boldly do it and leave early, big ups and downs, this market is so exaggerated, I am also so exaggerated

Life is truly full of ups and downs. After a liquidation, my heart feels as dead as ashes, and it's a sense of peace. When will I reach the height I desire? Perhaps none of us have the answer. At this moment in the rain, I sit on the balcony, thinking of my younger self. My mood isn't complicated. I always knew this day would come. It doesn't deserve sympathy; on the contrary, mockery is what it deserves. The wind and snow haven't crushed me; I can only go to the bathroom to wash my face, using water droplets to cover the corners of my eyes, grit my teeth, and continue on my way. Damn it, I'm not angry [bitter].

Every day, I still send out daily records of my life as usual.
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​Yes, I took a loss, but I am not overly pessimistic. After multiple reviews, I believe I was right. Until the dust settles, I cannot deny whether I made a mistake in this instance. Everything depends on whether the market can recover afterward. It is unrealistic to always be profitable. I face the potential gains and losses with an optimistic attitude, adjusting my mindset and relaxing. Life is not just about trading; trading is just one part of my life. Recently, my wife started cooking, which is worth encouraging. I promised her that if she cooks for a month, I would buy her a big gold bracelet. There should be more fun between husband and wife; it’s quite interesting. The May Day holiday is coming to an end. In our line of work, there are basically no holidays; it just slightly eases the pressure. My account is approaching the million mark again, so the pressure is still there. What I can do is to view this gain and loss with relative indifference. Let's keep pushing forward.