Every day, I still regularly record my daily life.

My account has reached 700,000, and it's getting harder. Recently, I've been going to bed after 4 AM and waking up at 8 AM, then taking a short nap. Sometimes I can't sleep during the day either. The little dog I raised before got sick and I brought it back today. In terms of life, there’s nothing bothering me. I just want to quietly trade until I reach the peak. If one day I fail in the future, I will also leave this market quietly. I often think about what my failure would look like; perhaps when that day comes, I will be calm and unperturbed. I often sit on the balcony at midnight, listening to music and staring at the market, but I have no positions. Most of the time, I wait. I often feel distressed; I outwardly pretend not to care about failure, but inside I feel sorrow, like a mournful song echoing for a long time. I pack my bags and step into society, a passerby in white walks to the cliff. The road is not beneath my feet, but in my heart. Even if there is no road, as long as there is a path in my heart, that is my way.