4 - Don't read this, because you may have fallen into the same illusion...
I still reject the idea that everything I've learned so far, all the schools, all those years of effort, were completely useless and were just a big mystification and a waste of time. However, at least I realized that if I follow the recommended patterns, in the beaten track and follow the advice of the people around me, I will have exactly the same fate as most others, and that is a bitter death in mediocrity and with a hose up my ass, with an empty pocket, and moreover in the lie that I am doing well and am secure.
It is necessary to deviate from certain rules, because they were defined to bind people and completely enslave them and deprive them of all their time and finances, often without their knowledge. I understand T. and Mr. M. They are not nearly as exceptional and capable, they just realized that spitting and dictating is an easy way to drive blind and weak sheep into a corner and lick the cream. They quietly laugh at us around the corner, while we try in vain. Their departure may not be pretty, but they can at least say that they touched the sun, did not take their foot off the gas even in a bend, and bypassed the median. And that is worth it.
