2. I'm tired.☕
I'm sitting here wondering if I can control things. Can I? Are our lives really in our hands? What's the point? Is God lurking around the corner? Will one of the many Jesuses help me in the end? Or are we living in a simulation? Or is none of this happening really happening at all? Someone is pulling strings in the background. Shuffling cards. Finally, creating another option that no one expected. And setting traps. Strange traps. The aortas of the hearts stop. Suddenly. You can't do anything at all. You just stop breathing.
Avoid traps. They are set everywhere and in everything. Don't live your life in one big trap, so that at the end you don't regret that you've been living someone else's life all this time. The one THEY wanted you to live because THEY themselves failed in their own lives. A life in someone else's role. That you have lost the courage and the guts to break free.
Strive for freedom and independence. Always.
