The truth is I don't know much about Binance and I only bet directly, what I see is I buy on the low, and I lose if it goes lower, when it goes up, I keep losing even if it goes to green no matter what.

I don't know what to do, I've lost everything, money that took me years to save, now I don't even know how to get through the next month, I'm completely destroyed, any advice? I feel like I really don't want to live anymore.