To summarize: Today the account is completely zeroed out. I started playing in March, recharged 500 yuan, started learning with 68u, recovered from the contract loss and then slowly began to engage in events, achieving consistent stable profits, peaking at 547u. Then I pulled back by 200u, managed to get back to over 400, and have been hovering around four to five hundred, unable to break through. Later, I withdrew 368u, leaving one or two hundred to play slowly. The longer I engaged, the less pure my intentions became. I could never break through; today the account is completely zeroed out. Each loss felt like a gamble, and I couldn't rationally wait for opportunities. I felt anxious when placing orders, couldn't face my mistakes after going in the wrong direction, and wanted to double down to recover. I placed double orders at the wrong positions, hesitated when there were opportunities, and regretted not having placed orders. The bad positions made me feel that I couldn't miss out this time after missing the last chance, and the mindset of being able to win 9 minutes out of 10 in 10 minutes could lead to a precise explosion at the end, repeatedly messing with my mentality. Many times, the trading strategies I set for myself instinctively cannot be executed according to the strategy; this is what they call anti-human nature. As of now, the overall profit is over 300. Once the status is adjusted, I will recharge and enter the second phase.
March summary, the recharge of 68u has now reached 498. I have been consistently playing event contracts. Before the 28th, I was relatively confident and in a good mindset. On the morning of the 28th, it was at 490, but no matter how I played, I kept making mistakes, dropping to a low of 400, and fluctuating between 420-460. I often faced four to five consecutive losses, which really hit my confidence, and I began to doubt whether I could do well. I need to adjust my mindset to welcome April.
Still worth noting, 6 times achieved, recharge 500 yuan, more than a month, losing money every day must yield results, always remind myself, do not make the same mistake 3 times
Today is a day of betting and gambling, sigh, I hope I don't have to do this again, I almost lost everything, I can't let myself down, the gains are just a few bucks here and there, if I lose, I lose it all, I got lucky today and made back what I lost.
Challenge 100U to 1000U, March 25, currently 336U. Last night I lost 40 after kneeling down 4 times in a row, then I reviewed and adjusted my mindset, and now I've fought back, taking it slow and following my own rhythm.
Challenge from 100U to 1000U, March 23, currently 275. Today marks a new journey, from a recharge of 68 to now exactly 4 times, why has it only gone from 68 to 275 in a month, while others can turn dozens of U into hundreds or thousands in a day, that kind of speed is not what I desire, and it is also something I cannot grasp, I only seek stability and safety without restlessness, to find my own rhythm.
Challenge 100U to 1000U No. 3.23, currently 242, highest 257 two days ago, ended up wasting 42U due to chaotic operations. Although it was wasted, after deep reflection and review at night, it was still valuable. I have just regained the 42U in the past two days, one month since recharging 68U on 2.21, currently tripling, keep up the good work.
It is recommended that friends who play event contracts play for half an hour or an hour to reduce gambling tendencies; extending the time makes it less likely to get carried away.