To summarize:

Today the account is completely zeroed out. I started playing in March, recharged 500 yuan, started learning with 68u, recovered from the contract loss and then slowly began to engage in events, achieving consistent stable profits, peaking at 547u. Then I pulled back by 200u, managed to get back to over 400, and have been hovering around four to five hundred, unable to break through. Later, I withdrew 368u, leaving one or two hundred to play slowly.

The longer I engaged, the less pure my intentions became. I could never break through; today the account is completely zeroed out. Each loss felt like a gamble, and I couldn't rationally wait for opportunities. I felt anxious when placing orders, couldn't face my mistakes after going in the wrong direction, and wanted to double down to recover. I placed double orders at the wrong positions, hesitated when there were opportunities, and regretted not having placed orders. The bad positions made me feel that I couldn't miss out this time after missing the last chance, and the mindset of being able to win 9 minutes out of 10 in 10 minutes could lead to a precise explosion at the end, repeatedly messing with my mentality.

Many times, the trading strategies I set for myself instinctively cannot be executed according to the strategy; this is what they call anti-human nature.

As of now, the overall profit is over 300. Once the status is adjusted, I will recharge and enter the second phase.