贝贝狗勾

"Late-night Art and Skill Memoirs - Working Hard to Support the Family"
I will study trading techniques and really make money. I will say goodbye to my past self, shake hands with my present self, and have fearless expectations and faith in my future self, because the meaning of my hard work is the meaning of my life, to make myself, the people who love me, and the people I love live a good life.
Whenever I feel confused about the stagnation of life, I will read my past diaries and feel them, because it can help me find the obsession, passion and motivation of the past, and it will not make me lose my original intention. Don't think that I am so proud now, because I have long passed the days of being spurned by many people and unable to sleep at night, because most people look down on me, just like someone commented on me and scolded me for making machines or something. If it were three years ago, it would really hurt me, because at that time I was full of positive hope for myself. Three years later, I have been polished to look down on this. This is the warning line in my heart. People can deceive themselves but not time. Time is the best teacher. Now I am immune to all poisons and I can play with myself without feeling heartache. I chose a job that many people despised for me in exchange for the life I want, so any backlash in the later period must be accepted in full. Now, I have survived the hard days, and everything is getting better and better. I also want to work hard to learn to trade coins and make money. I don’t want to live a marginal life. I don’t want to do a job that others look down on.
Alas, I said fate...

"Late-night Reflection: Missing the Opportunity of Wealth"
This is a very real thing. I had close contact with this in 2021, or I almost had contact with it. He really wanted to help me and take me out to play. I can recall it and confirm that he had no ill intentions. If I had not been so angry at the time and scolded him for killing pigs, I would have checked what he said on Baidu. I did not block him. I... Alas. Maybe, now I am really a rich woman, and I will not go into the sea of ​​debt and cannot turn back. I think about it at night and I can't sleep in a trance. Things are not people, too many regrets...
I have a big Zhihu account. In 2021, my boyfriend was defrauded and posted a message to expose it. A senior medical student added me. I was a sophomore that year. He told me that he didn’t know what cryptocurrency was. I said it was a scam. I scolded him, and then I wanted to save him. I thought he was scammed. I didn’t know what it was. I couldn’t understand what he posted. I didn’t know what BTC was at all. I thought at the time that he was either going to scam me or he was scammed by someone else. I never tried to understand what he said. I didn’t really come into contact with it until 2024. Now I think he should not be a liar and he wanted to help me. It was me who didn’t understand what it was, so I scolded him and blocked him. If I hadn't been so impulsive at the time, if I had been more curious, I would have had some money two years ago. But life is like this. I tossed and turned in bed today and couldn't sleep because I came in and lost money. It has been bothering me. Suddenly I remembered this incident two years ago. I may have had close contact with some very magical things, people or things, but in the end they all passed by in a hurry. Everything is fate, and no one can control it. Maybe, this is fate. There is nothing to regret. When regret has become the norm in life, there is nothing I particularly want to keep. I may be intoxicated with the extravagance and unwilling to sober myself up. I can't look back and face my past self. I just want to walk around casually. Anyway, I rarely walk the path that most people take. I will create miracles randomly. It's just that I can't help feeling sad when I think of the past. Once you have seen the sea, all other waters are just puddles. Once you have seen Mount Wushan, all other clouds are just mists.

If the tiger doesn't show its power, do you think I'm a sick cat? I've been holding back for a year, swallowing my anger, thinking that being kind will bring wealth, but you, you really make me sick. Look at your record, a gambling fool, what do you even call yourself? The crypto world is truly chaotic, it distorts my appearance. I really don't want to pretend to be a lady anymore; from now on, I'll curse every day. Screw you!

More than a year ago, I didn't want to curse. A year later, I think it's just pure madness. With this kind of technology, why are you trying to carry others? Why don't you just go home and farm? I can play better than you, and I don't complain. What are you pretending for, playing like that? It's really disgusting to me. Everyone's out here messing around with carries. If you can't play, then don't play. If you want to play, then suffer the consequences yourself. Don't mess with others, you fool.

From now on, I won't engage with any of the garbage carry players. I'm fed up. If you can't play, just go play by yourself, don't fool others around, disgusting.

Some people shouldn't come out and mess with others if they can't play; if they lose themselves, that's one thing, but they also try to drag others down with them. It's truly disgusting; they just love to deceive people, it makes me want to throw up. I really think there's no need to investigate, you know what you are, and it honestly makes me feel sick. After playing for more than a year, I've seen a lot of disgusting people, it's nauseating. Stay away from my life; if you're trading coins, just do it yourself. No one should communicate or deal with each other. It's really bad, it's made me feel sick.

It's really hard when no one comforts me after failing to trade cryptocurrencies, Teacher Gong, please take care of me.

I don't even want to mention what exactly happened to me anymore. Over the past year, I've been going back and forth, hoping that others would take me to fly, always having a thief's heart that refuses to die. I was too foolish and deserved it; I shouldn't have harbored fantasies. I admit it myself. I won't engage with people in the crypto world anymore. I never thought that something would happen less than a week after I returned... Hahaha, truly my lifelong enemy.

From now on, just believe in yourself and don't trust anyone else to lead you. It's been over a year, and many times I've lost money and compromised my health to please others. Why do I rush into this? Perhaps it's the temptation of leverage—investing for others, thinking about doubling my returns, imagining turning thousands into tens of thousands. But if it were really that easy, wouldn't everyone have the chance to become wealthy?

Every failure has been due to seeking out big players. Since entering the cryptocurrency world, it has always been this way. I've had extreme doubts about myself, and the flaws of being timid and cowardly in my character have constantly affected me. I can't open large positions, so I can't make money. Many times, I've just borrowed my own money through others to try and increase my stakes, but I've often ended up with liquidations. It's been a year, countless times I've fallen and gotten back up again, recovering slowly after each blow, repeating this cycle.

I am always grateful for the people who have helped me in the past. Thank you for the kindness shown to me in this circle, which reminds me of those who treated me well when I was being scammed. I don't harbor that much hatred in my heart. I always feel sorry for those who have shown me kindness and haven't received anything in return, even though I've been scammed many times in this circle. My mindset has been distorted by these scams, and I can't remember those people clearly. I don't want to waste time thinking about those I dislike; I only remember those who have been kind to me.

I have failed again, feeling numb inside. I can't describe the feeling; it's not pain or regret—it's just that this situation no longer affects me deeply. I'm continuing to escape from here. Every time I come back, I get hurt and leave; it’s too painful. But I've grown up; if something makes me uncomfortable, I escape. I will disappear for a while again. I wish everyone makes big money. Keep it up.

I want to be my own boss. I don't want to take the exams to become a teacher because I won't make much money. I like cooking, and I'm torn between opening a snack shop or a dessert shop. I can't really make any elaborate dishes; I can only make home-cooked meals reasonably well. If I open something, it should be affordable. My cooking is also light, which is very suitable for people who are dieting and want to be healthy... What am I really suited for? I'm very conflicted and don't want to waste my time on a job that doesn't seem worthwhile.

Those who speculate on cryptocurrencies have developed anxiety. How is everyone dealing with it? Now that I'm back to speculating, it feels like I've returned to a time when I couldn't even enjoy my meals. But when I'm not speculating, I really miss the crypto world... I always want to come back and play...

Trading cryptocurrencies makes me feel like I'm in love again. I can't resist the temptation of genius traders... Sigh, I always can't help but have a crush; some people are really so skilled, casually making a profit with a single line that takes me over ten days to earn. Although I'm not very smart, I must work hard to please those who have skills to make up for my own shortcomings in finance. I really feel so happy right now.

I just met someone here, and I'm quite satisfied. Thank you, Binance, I'm very happy.

I used to know quite a few really nice people here, but I couldn't use that anymore, which made me lose contact with many of them. I don't know how they are doing now. I sincerely wish those good people to make a lot of money and live the life they want, happy every day, smooth every day. Thank you for encouraging and helping me when I was struggling with trading at first. I still haven't been able to earn any big money to give back...

I didn't study well, went to an ordinary school, and my reality is a salary of three thousand. I don't have any other skills. I can't rely on my youth, and dreaming of a more luxurious life seems out of reach. After starting trading, I always wanted to achieve great things and get rich, but I've always been suppressed. I've been tortured to the point of almost going crazy, going around in circles for a year, with no grand aspirations. I would be content just to make some pocket money.

But this year has passed... I actually have less confidence to open positions now... I want to earn more money in the future, invest in talented college students; they are all my teachers. I'm older than them, but they truly have skills and brains. I feel inferior.

Are there any stable traders that I know? I don't dare to play by myself anymore, I'm losing confidence, I don't dare to touch it, and I don't dare to open positions. I really want to meet a great trader to guide me...

I have worked hard myself. I failed, my hope... I feel like it's just bad luck for not meeting a master, but I won't give up...

The betrothal gifts are in place, how should I play best now? I will only take twenty thousand for myself, the rest will go to my mom. I also need to bring a hundred thousand for the wedding. There are also other dowries, which will cost another twenty to thirty thousand. So I can't manage everything myself.

I'm really speechless. I get engaged and a bunch of people bring up my past. I considered you all friends, and I came here to share about my engagement, but all I received in return was your ridicule. When I was trading cryptocurrencies, I truly thought of you as friends. Why do you have such malice towards me? Is it wrong for me to have a man who wants me? Even if you look down on me, I'm still engaged, and my fiancé's family is not bad. I will be fine, thank you!

Many people tease me, but it doesn't matter, I can say I'm settled down.

This is how things are between us: he is 35, I am 24. His family is in a hurry for him to get married, and my family is urging me too. Plus, I've lost money in cryptocurrency, so I don't have much to be excited about anymore. He doesn't interfere much in my life because he feels like a traditional man who goes to work regularly and then gets married and has children. We get along very well, so we first decided to get engaged, and then we will hold the wedding during this year's National Day. Later on, I will have to have children for his family... I once asked if not having children was an option. He said he definitely wants kids, and his parents want grandchildren, so once we get married, we will probably start preparing for pregnancy.

Who knows, in a year or two, I might be a mother. His family is okay, at least I won't worry about raising kids; I won't have to stress about my child needing to drink air. So, I will have kids for his family. As for me, if the conditions are good, I can have children; if I can't find good conditions, I won't. My own good life is secondary; my child must live well.

Whether a boy or a girl, his family doesn't worry. Having a son is within his capability, and his family can afford housing and the bride price. Having a daughter can also come with a dowry. So I've decided to be with him... to marry him and have his children. As for love, it's just like that; at a certain age, love takes a back seat, and conditions come first.

Recently remembered to share my life, I got engaged, the betrothal gift was three hundred thousand, this is good news, I will soon be a rich woman

Long time no see. After not trading cryptocurrencies for a while, my life has improved a lot, and I am quite happy. I came here today to take a look and feel that I no longer have the initial passion of wanting to open positions when I see exchanges. More of it is about restraint. I think I should focus on earning cash flow, and the money from this can be used for investment to increase my assets, rather than thinking about getting rich quickly.

My mental state has improved quite a bit, and I also hope to learn more from those who are skilled, gradually honing my trading skills, making myself better and better, and slowly learning to stabilize compound interest here.

I listened to a friend and did this, I thought I would have to spend money to get five thousand followers here, tried other places and it was enough to get five thousand as well, surprisingly got approved, does anyone want this...? You tell me how much you want, just leave me around ten bucks and that's fine, I applied for one, and the total was just divided this much...

Long time no see, I went to the sea, after taking action, I'm feeling a bit better now, I'm back, after losing 170,000, how can I get it back in the cryptocurrency world, I am so unwilling to fail like this.

When I was in despair, I thought about doing a pig killing plate, but they didn't accept me, after being tormented by the cryptocurrency world for the first year, I'm back again.