To be honest, I don’t even know how I became like this. At first, I just wanted to give it a try, thinking I would win a little money and then stop. Who knew that once I stepped in, I could never jump back out. When I lose, I want to make up for it; when I win, I want to raise the stakes. I tell myself again and again, 'this is the last game,' but there's never a last game.

I have regretted this, and I know that continuing like this will ruin me. Watching my bank account get emptier, seeing my parents' messages on WeChat and friends' calls for debt collection, sometimes I really feel like a complete failure. But I can't control it; I really can't control it, like falling into a bottomless pit, the more I struggle, the deeper I go.

The hardest part is that no one can understand the pain of wanting to quit but not being able to let go. When others advise you, it can be annoying, but deep down, you know they are right.

I am not a bad person; I am just too tired and too lonely, which is why I gamble for a bit of hope, a bit of excitement, betting on a chance of turning my life around that may never come.

---- This is my past experience, dedicated to you who are going through it!

If you are also experiencing this, you are not alone; 90% of the people here understand this feeling. Many are struggling just like you; they just don’t say it.

Bunny 🐰 wishes all my fans and friends to break through the fog, turn adversity into good fortune, and have great luck ahead!