Today is the first day of the college entrance examination.

It is said that many people who have left campus for a long time still dream of the anxious dreams of returning to the examination hall.

However, I recently discovered a change in myself.

I still occasionally dream of returning to the exam, but my mindset has made a 180° turn.

For example, in my dreams, I have become clearly aware that I have already graduated, and returning to the examination hall is just to test myself on how many questions I can still answer, similar to the relaxed feeling of taking an MBTI test, without any anxiety.

According to Freudian theory, the transplant effect in dreams usually serves as a form of inner defense inspection.

For me, this dream has a sense of marking that my journey of self-cultivation has entered a new stage.

I introspect and believe this is related to my significant adjustment of positions at the beginning of this year, namely roughly half in $BTC + half in stablecoin mining, with other tokens only occupying a small position, and then I left many group chats.

Since then, I feel as if I have been liberated, with a sense of relaxation increasing day by day. I am happy when the price goes up (increased fiat value), and I am also happy when the price goes down (increased crypto value). There are both dreams (big coin) and stable cash flow (mining). I also have some small coins that I am optimistic about just to practice.

Of course, this is a digression.

Finally, I still wish my family members a smooth and victorious college entrance examination in 2025.