If Bitcoin rises again, I'm going to jump off a building, I'm going to commit suicide, I'm about to collapse. If it doesn't drop, and I get liquidated, I will have an additional $20 million in new debt. The pressure is immense; I've gone from $100,000. I've found several partners with large holdings, including my previous boss, to collaborate on USDT. Last month, I lost $10 million of my own money; I haven't really done much since then. Seeing Bitcoin rise to over $100,000 again got me excited. I planned to make a big move and get back the money I had lost before. I collaborated with several new accounts, each with over a million USDT. I started fully shorting around $102,000, adding to my position without any pullbacks. I haven't slept for three days, and my emotions are really collapsing.

This round of increases is going to wipe me out. My total positions, combined with leverage, opened at nearly 2,000 Bitcoins, worth almost $200 million. I'm really on the brink. Last month, the highest I had was 600 Bitcoins, worth $50 million. Now, with several collaborations, at one point I had up to 2,000 Bitcoins, and I've been adding to my position all the way down. Now I've been continuously stopping losses, and I'm left with less than $100 million in positions. I'm truly about to collapse.