If Bitcoin rises again, I'm going to jump off a building. I'm suicidal, I'm on the verge of a breakdown. I have an additional $20 million in new debt, and the pressure is immense. It went from $100,000, and I've looked for several major partners and my previous boss to help with U collaboration. Last month, I lost $10 million of my own money and haven't really made any trades since. Now that Bitcoin is back over $100,000, I'm excited and planning to make a big move to recover all the money I lost before. I've partnered with several new accounts worth over a million U, and when it hit around $102,000, I fully leveraged my position, averaging down all the way without any pullbacks. I haven't slept for three days, and my emotions are in turmoil.

This round of increases will blow me up. With all my positions combined and leveraged, I've opened a position with 2,000 Bitcoins worth nearly $200 million. I'm really on the brink. Last month, the highest position I had was only 600 Bitcoins worth $50 million. Now, with several partnerships combined, at one point, I had 2,000 Bitcoins, and I've been averaging down all the way. I'm still continuously cutting losses, and there's now less than $100 million left in my position. I'm really about to break down.