Today 342 U, May 19, 2025

Cryptocurrency personal diary, investment has risks, please invest cautiously, I will not recommend any cryptocurrencies, I only write my diary.

Damn it, why do I feel in my heart that it will keep rising? ETHF had already made a profit this morning but I didn't sell, and now it's turned from profit to loss. Should I cut my losses? But I was still thinking about adding to my position at the bottom.

Now let’s take a deep breath and calmly think about what exactly is happening in the market? BTC is fluctuating violently up and down, it seems that the rise is blocked and powerless. Is it going to fall? Damn it.

But there’s still a 40% chance of winning; if it drops to the right level, it could soar. The key is what happens tonight. Actually, my current loss is not too big; I just want to eat a whole fish, from the head to the tail, full of confidence and courage. Not adding to my position is already a blessing.

I’m just a small retail investor; when I make a little money, I smile happily, feeling proud and lost in my thoughts, but when I lose money, I cry. I make 10 bucks but lose 1000 bucks.

To earn Alpha points, I transferred 200 U from contract trading to Alpha to increase my trading volume and ended up losing dozens of U, it made me cry. Damn it, I've been trying to earn Alpha airdrops every day since the start, but I've never received one. I chase every day and lose on transaction fees. Does having little capital mean I don’t even qualify to sit at the table?

Where is the fairness we talked about? So desperate.

I initially didn’t have much capital, and after trying to trade, I’ve lost at least over 100 U.

My operations are fluctuating day by day, with a positive and negative 50%. At this rate, it’s only a matter of time before I get liquidated. I’ve already lost too much in crypto trading; I need to endure humiliation and carry the weight forward to reclaim the hundreds or thousands of times I lost in the crypto world.

I still need to learn to stay in cash; generally, don’t open positions, and when you do, it should be exceptional.

Now this idiot is holding a position again; the premise of wanting to make money is to grasp the rhythm and be in sync with the BTC market.