Today 560 U, June 3, 2025

The coins I didn't buy have skyrocketed, while the coins I bought have all plummeted. The coins I bought have dropped to a point where I'm scared. I haven't written in my diary for several days; I've lost a lot, and I don't have the mood to write in my diary. I remember a line from the movie 'Evil Can't Overcome Righteousness' that says quite well, 'Who would write a diary? Who would write their true thoughts in a diary? If you write it down, can it still be called true thoughts? It's just a splash down.'

Today, not writing in my diary makes me really uneasy. Writing might make me feel a bit better; otherwise, I'm afraid I’ll be so angry that I’ll spit blood.

The U-based contract LISTA has lost 995 U (see image 1). I've held on for several days, crying as I set stop-losses; as soon as I set the stop-loss, it started to rise. Now that it's risen back, my cost price has reached a new high, and I haven't recovered a single cent.

For RWA spot trading, I've been holding on, currently still holding, and it has dropped to a historic low (see image 2). I keep feeling that as soon as I sell this coin, it will skyrocket to a new high, but if I don't sell, it just keeps dropping.

WCT has dropped 60%, down for several days. I thought it had to hit bottom eventually, so I tried to bottom fish and set stop-loss, hoping it might rise 30%, but it dropped to hit my stop-loss in seconds (see image 3), losing another 140 U.

For the contract ETHFI, I'm still holding (see image 4). It's dropped to a point where I'm crying while recharging a few U, dozens of U for margin calls. I've even used my budget for buying sanitary pads to recharge, losing 1000 U. When the coin rises back to the cost price, I might only be able to break even at 100 U. I've lost out by buying high and selling low, and selling low and buying high.

Actually, learning to let go of my burdens, my contract trading is still making some profit, though I only just made a little while ago. The U I've earned from Binance points has all gone back to the market; overall, I'm still at a loss. For now, I can only comfort myself this way. However, I don’t have much hope for the contracts anymore. I should find a good project and interact well; perhaps a miracle will happen.