At the beginning of the year, there was still over 23,000 dollars in the account, but now it's only April and there's only 1,800 dollars left. I had always advised others not to trade contracts but couldn't resist myself. Whenever there is 💰 in the account, I can't help but want to act. I look at it every day, feeling like a cat scratching my heart. Every day it's either opening long or short positions, often making me so frustrated I can't eat. Many people must have experienced this feeling! Going all in on memes is also a desperate gamble; I really want to hit it big like a big player, but it's mostly life and death, and I'm often left pouring it all in. Soon, the 💰 in my meme wallet was also running low, so I started spending the 💰 from the exchange, with the same result. The balance at the beginning of the year has shrunk tenfold! I always open long positions when trading contracts and just hold on, but many times there are sudden crashes that leave me puzzled. I still don't understand why a coin can suddenly crash so much without reason; no matter where you enter, it feels like a peak! It wasn't until yesterday, seeing the situation with #act, that I understood what the market is really like and who is making money! It made me realize how profound Hen Yi's statement about not liking to short is; if anyone still tells you there’s an altcoin season or a bull market, and not to worry about it coming back, saying the crypto world is an eternal bull market, I really want to jump up and slap them hard. The eternal bull market is only validated by Bitcoin!