After a big argument with a client over rebates this time, I realized a lot about myself. If a person is incompetent, they shouldn't complain about the unfairness of the road. I often complained that they didn't trade cryptocurrencies properly, thinking about how to coax them for some photos, this and that. I said they were bad, but I wasn't a good person either, not studying various techniques properly, just thinking about how to benefit without effort, taking laziness to the extreme.
I really don't have any real skills; the only good thing is that I know I'm not capable and haven't gone around making excuses, deceiving, or boasting about my abilities. But I have thought about creating a persona to deceive others. At some point, my conscience triumphed over my desires.
In nearly two years in the cryptocurrency world, I've encountered very bad people, but I’ve also met very good ones. I have friends who often guide me in trading, and many who patiently explain various cryptocurrency knowledge to me. Regardless of what other opinions they may have about me, they all genuinely hope for my success. I am not alone; I am just someone without shortcuts to take.
However, I have never cherished this, nor have I studied properly, so I feel that the hardships I experienced were well-deserved. The so-called "merit not matching position" results in this outcome. Many times I could get up after falling because I could self-reflect. At this moment, I feel that the appearance of that client was not a bad thing. I have no skills to speak of, yet I want to enjoy the fruits without putting in the effort; there are no such good things.
Many people say I like to write short essays. In reality, I use it to record my life, so that many years later, I can still see and remember. I also hope this platform remains for many years to come, so I won't lose my past memories. I don't post elsewhere because I've added a lot of people and don't want them to know too much. Here, I don't know many people, so I can say whatever I want without too many concerns. If I want to curse, I can, but if I say something inappropriate, it reminds me to use civilized language.
Sometimes, freedom of speech is restricted. Here, at least, I can speak my mind. More importantly, if I can witness a rural child from the bottom rise to success in the cryptocurrency world, I believe my records will definitely be meaningful. In the days to come, I will work hard to improve myself, play less abstractly, and when I truly grow, I will talk about other things.
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