I think since you like new coins so much, you should invest in a bunch of new coins, spreading it evenly across each one, using your entire portfolio. Because the overall trend of new coins is down, even if you encounter one or two standout coins, it's okay.

$H Oh, I don't know what to do. I can't see the road ahead. Previously, I lost over 200,000 on a short position. This time, I lost over 200,000 again on another short position. In total, I have lost over 600,000. Now I am in debt over 200,000. I really feel hopeless. I don't know how to go on living.