Do you know why others eat meat 🥩 every day while you only gnaw on steamed buns?
That's because you haven't established a foundation; who can you blame?
It was okay not to eat before, no problem, but if you can't eat in the future, then that's unacceptable! Allow yourself to make mistakes; no one can be right all the time. Making mistakes is a necessary path to growth, the key is not to repeat the same mistakes.