#BTC突破99K You make me write about regrets, how should I write about regrets?

Regret is that at that time the green mountains were obscure and difficult to understand because of yearning for a banquet, it is the collapse of etiquette and music in the courtyard where I only saw you in a fleeting glance, it is that I, surrounded by enemies, am besieged by longing but dare not lower my banner and cease my drums. After you left, my world was left with nothing but the sounds of gunfire, my eyes charging into battle for you, while my heart could only retreat to the city gates. It is that I miss you like a thorn in my back and a fishbone stuck in my throat, like a scorpion stinging my hand. I sleep every night fully dressed, falling into a state of chaos. It is I, with thin bones and bruises all over, who realize that deep feelings are hard to resolve. Having you in my life is the best thing, just a word from you saying 'take care' means everything. This autumn is not so desolate, even with withered snow it cannot kill the bright scene of spring's surprise, you are the clear tide of the south, ten thousand and one butterflies sacrificing love for us to conclude this story. You all make me write about regrets, but how exactly should regrets be written? Perhaps both you and I have regrets, that year of parting, I was fortunate enough to be alive, and longing paid with my life. The last line, only see the three thousand pear trees outside the pavilion, snow falling all over the world, I love you for more than just a thousand years or ten thousand years, my whole life is filled with regrets.