When a person goes through the most difficult moments, he will become very silent, give up all his illusions, and also the time when he truly transforms.
Many people in the trough, at first hope that someone can help themselves, or say comfort, but in the end find that even their biological parents can not do.
You can try to find no work at home and live with your parents for a while, just two months you will know that in the "common suffering" aspect even the closest relatives can not bear.
At first it may be verbal humiliation, and then develop to a look that can make you understand what kind of waste you are in their eyes. Relatives after learning of your situation, on the surface comfort you nothing, in fact, in the heart has ridiculed you hundreds of times.
No matter what way you use to climb out, you must remember that you can only rely on yourself, do not think of relying on anyone.
