Today although made a lot of money, but I think this is the money that the market gives me, not that I get through trading

For example, today I do manta For example, today I do manta, this ticket has been in an uptrend, and then I do a bottom fishing, this is no problem, the first single directly earn 50% of the income, my mistake is, why to increase the position in the rise, this is simply not out of an uptrend, but a high shock, the more I approach the high, the more dangerous my position is, fortunately, bitcoin rose, or I will lose a lot of money today, I am really a garbage, every time emotional transactions, I hope god bless I really do not want to live a hard life