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Last night was the fourth liquidation
I felt very calm inside
I followed a live-streaming host called #暴走的博士
In the previous moment, I was speaking in the live room: I have to control my hands, I can't place orders randomly
Immediately after, I entered a $1000000 position in $BOBUSDT with a 25% position
I didn't have time or rather
I didn't want to stop loss and be shaken out
As a result, a big bearish candle came
I don't know whether it was unwillingness or a subconscious belief
That there isn’t much money anyway, let it be
Subtly mixed in was the thought
"If it blows up, it just helps me to restrain myself"
I really just watched the liquidation happen,
Without taking any action.
In the live room, everyone was chatting away,
I had quietly logged off
I felt too embarrassed to speak up about the liquidation.
It felt like putting down a heavy burden,
Finally, I no longer had to pay such close attention to the cryptocurrency market,
I could finally shift my focus back to my established life plan,
I finally proved through a liquidation that wanting to get rich through the cryptocurrency market
Is no different from licking blood on a knife's edge, or making a deal with a tiger.
Its final destination is 99% the rooftop.
As for me,
I should be grateful I used less than 1000U,
Four liquidation experiences personally verified this point.
Am I not smart enough?
Those who can profit continuously for dozens of times
Are not foolish
But being smart in investing,
Is of no damn use,
Liquidation will happen regardless
When the brain shorts in critical moments, it still shorts
Humans are emotional animals
Even if 99.99% of the time is rational,
You can't withstand that
One in a thousand, ten thousand
Moment of brain overheating and short-circuiting
This is the systematic risk of being a trader
Almost unavoidable
Especially when doing contract leverage
Don't tell me
That keeping leverage within 50 or 20 times can perfectly avoid
This risk
I still don't know
Do you need to teach me?
If human irrational behavior could simply
Be constrained by reasoning
Then it wouldn't be called irrational
The extremely subtle luck mentality, unwillingness, or even self-destructive planning in the human heart
Are all irrational unknowns
Who doesn't know not to harbor luck?
Who doesn't know that no matter how unwilling you are in the face of the market and rules, it doesn't matter?
Who doesn't want themselves to be better?
But the mechanism of human nature is just like this
It not only allows all of this to happen
It even allows the subtly self-destructive thoughts to become reality
This is our mysterious inner world.