#2 I am tired.☕
I sit here and wonder if I can keep things under control. Can I? Are our lives really in our hands? What is it all about? Is God lurking around the corner? Will one of the many Jesuses help me in the end? Or are we living in a simulation? Or is nothing that is happening actually happening at all? Someone is pulling the strings in the background. Shuffling the cards. Ultimately creating another variant that no one accounted for at all. And setting traps. Strange traps. The aortas of hearts stop. All of a sudden. You can do nothing at all. You just stop breathing.
Avoid the traps. They are set everywhere and in everything. Don't live a life in one big trap, so that in the end you don't regret living someone else's life the whole time. One that THEY wanted you to live because THEY themselves failed in their own lives. Living in someone else's role. That you lost the courage and bravery to break free.
Strive for freedom and independence. Always.
