I feel so bad in my heart, I really want to cry. I am an animal, and my parents are also animals. I don't want to live anymore, I can't stand it. It's been less than two months, and I am really so broken. I originally had severe depression and wanted to commit suicide. I initially expected to make another wave of money this year and donate all the money to help my fans, and then I would commit suicide. As a result, I kept losing money and went into debt again. I am really so broken. It has just been less than two months since I cleared my debts, and I had over 10 million dollars in savings that I lost, and then I lost over 20 million dollars for my investors. I feel so bad, I really don't want to live anymore.