I am a 05 poor rural college student, I don't smoke, don't drink, and don't date. I saved 5k from my first-year living expenses over a year, and lost it all in two days. I am truly into CS, and I got into the crypto world by taking advantage of new users. A few days ago, I tried contracts and made a total profit in the first three days, all short-term trades, with only one overnight trade. I made 3k in three days and thought I was a genius, but then yesterday morning I shorted grass and got wiped out, then I took more from my living expenses to continue playing. Now I don't know what to do, I don't dare tell my family and friends, even eating has become a problem. Why am I so into CS? I advise you brothers to be cautious; 5k may mean nothing to you, but for me, it's the most I've ever had in my life. Why am I so foolish?