It's the farest thing to the truth.

1. in the last month BTC made like 40% growth.

2. If what you are saying is true, and you were longong, then you'd be liquidated a long ago because apparently you bought at some local high.

3. So eventually, holding in spot protected your $60.

4. And apparently finding the proper entry is not what you can achieve. And spot trading is where you should be.

Personally, I don't gain or lose anything from your trading. I'm only seeing people screaming from the losses.

Protect your capital.