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I started playing on Huobi and lost 50. Later, I lost a significant amount on OKEx as well, and both of my Binance accounts have cost me nearly 30. I started with 18,000 RMB in March 2021, and in about half a month, I made a profit of 400,000. At that time, I thought I was a trading genius. Later, I was liquidated on May 19, my mindset shattered, and I kept losing. Eventually, the money I saved for a house was lost, and my girlfriend broke up with me before our wedding. To this day, I have less than 10,000 yuan. It's been 4 years; do I still have hope?