Having experienced the event before March 12, when BTC did not follow the drop during the first stock market circuit breaker, I now even have some hope that BTC will either crash or spike!

At that time, a certain big shot in the crypto circle gave me 5 BTC to operate freely, saying any losses would be on him. So I went long with double my position at 7800, thinking with 2x leverage, I wouldn't get liquidated even if I held to the end! Later, when the Federal Reserve resumed rate cuts, the bull market continued~

As a result, that position blew up in less than 3 days...

Of course, my own position also suffered greatly...

Since then, I have never taken anyone else's coins again, refusing all asset management. I also no longer leverage my own funds beyond 2x; I was really scared...

So later during the entire bull market, I used a trend-following strategy with 1.5x leverage to ride it up. I missed out on too much profit but gained "recovery from anxiety and severe depression".

The big shot didn’t actually blame me, just said, "It's okay, be careful next time!" and that was the end of it...

So now, with the stock market almost circuit breaking, BTC not dropping but even rising, it has kept me from sleeping until now...

Not because I have a spot position, but simply because the PTSD has flared up...

When memories flood back, my hands are shaking...