I have made 10k from 50$ on futures on binance, also i try 100$ side challange every month to test my trading skills and i have failed coue of times, the most important thing

shattered and left with nothing, all my savings have disappeared, added to the bank debt, installments are still ongoing, how will my life continue I don't know what to do next 😭😭. the rice has become porridge. basically, the future will ultimately destroy everything, let alone profit, it's hard just to recover the capital. oh God, keep us away from ongoing disasters...
what I want to ask is whether there is anyone who can make a profit from sustainable futures and eventually become rich?
is all of that just a mere dream???
my mind is no longer healthy, already poisoned by futures, I no longer have the spirit to work...
those who do not know futures, do not dare to touch it, it's just manipulation. however much money you have, it will surely run out 😭😭😭