Today 97 U, March 21, 2025

The struggle of a cornered beast is meaningless. Sometimes, risking it all to earn 1 U, the contract fees are already 1 U.

Going against the normal rules of reality, miracles are unlikely to happen; failure is the norm.

I lost everything and have no principal left.

The current market trend is downward; going long is going against the tide. If possible, I should patiently wait for the right opportunity. What’s more tragic is that I know I shouldn’t act, I clearly understand the trend is downward, yet I still hold onto a sliver of hope, seeking a miracle.

I have many wallets interacting on-chain for airdrops, and there are many NFTs, inscriptions, and worthless coins in them now. If anyone wants to collect, I can offer them in bulk.

These wallets have received many airdrop tokens, the most valuable being three airdropped rune stones, which were worth tens of thousands of U at the time. The total gas fees from various chain interactions in the wallets add up to hundreds or even thousands of U, and I have spent a lot of time and effort on this, equivalent to the investment of a small airdrop studio.

Now I’m truly in a dire situation, lacking self-respect and face. The current 200 U feels like being a dog; perhaps I am even worse than a dog. I apologize to anyone, to everyone who cares about me, and most of all, to myself.

In the past, when writing my diary, I never imagined I would fall to such depths. Some left messages in my diary, worried when they saw me trading at midnight, fearing I might collapse. I have been very diligent in trading, but effort does not guarantee success nor does it excuse failure.

My diary entries are immediate; I hope my examples of failure can become a stepping stone on your path to success.