The futures market truly does not forgive anyone, it’s all my fault for not learning and closing with minimal loss and opening short seeing that the market was down. If you don’t learn from your mistakes, you will keep hitting the same stone. I had the opportunity today to avoid massive losses, now I owe $1300. I know the market is going to rise; the whales are buying while the rest of us are closing positions at a loss or being liquidated. It's not easy, but I still have the rise left to mitigate losses and raise funds to come back stronger.
P.S.: In my case, I no longer had liquidity to maintain my operations and I was liquidated just when I was about to close it.