Please stop posting how much ETH you're making. I'm almost going crazy with envy. I collapse on the bed, cover myself with the blanket, and start screaming and crying while hugging my pillow, shouting 'What the heck, what the heck' while trying to hold it back. I'm typing while crying, my hands shaking. Later, my hands shook even more violently, with thoughts, feelings, and dreams surging from my heart, this mix of admiration and regret intertwining. My smile is still on my face, but suddenly tears just fall down.

I'm begging you, please stop posting ETH. No matter how hard or poor my life gets, I won't feel sad. It's only when you post this kind of stuff that I feel this way. Yesterday, when I was in the group, I mentioned it too, but I didn't buy!! My heart feels like it's being cut by a knife, and as I type, the tears just can't help but flow down. But the group members keep posting nonstop, and I can't take it anymore.