A wave of rising prices has thrown me off balance, not firm enough, not calm enough. I promised to only engage with the mainstream, but I broke the system. Let's grow slowly; even a seed coin has left me at a loss. First act, then adjust; it’s not my enlightenment, none of it belongs to me, and even if given to me, I can't hold on to it. Today's mistakes: 1. Not firm enough, 2. Too impatient, 3. Did not liquidate in time, leading to losses.