It's over, everything is over. I'm really tired, living in fear every day, hoping for surprises in each new day. Every night I wake up in the middle of the night to check my positions. This situation has ended as of today. Even the last hope in my life has been shattered; if heaven wants to ruin me, what can I do? After years of continuous losses, constantly borrowing and filling holes, always thinking I could break even, hoping to clear my debts before my family finds out so I could stop playing and just focus on working. But everything has changed; I work hard every day, haven't dared to take a day off, and all my income goes to support my family! Now I'm really confused, truly don't know what to do. If my family finds out, I definitely couldn't continue living and would have to get a divorce. In this world, do the poor always have to rely on their hard work to earn this meager income, and will they forever struggle in the mire? Life is unfair, and fate is as thin as paper. No one will care!