I was the same back then, gambling until I was almost bankrupt, but in the end, I held on for a bit, borrowed high-interest loans, and won everything back.
I even won a Maybach, married a graduate student as my wife, built a villa in my hometown, and now I have a son and a daughter. I've also been keeping a 19-year-old college student on the side.
I advise you all not to take loans to play; such a life is too meaningless.