#《It's not that I don't want to learn technology, it's that life forces me to manage while I struggle》
Many people say I don't write professionally enough, not deeply enough,
but they don't know that I'm replying to messages during my delivery runs,
that I'm squeezing in time to read Lagrange's technical documents at eleven at night in my rented place.
It's not that I don't want to get stronger, I just have no choice.
Only this activity is willing to let someone with no background, no resources, and no connections,
exchange "writing it out" for $LA, gain a little breathing space.
This is not creative passion, it's survival instinct.
I'm not participating in some activity, I'm looking for opportunities to have a meal.
Lagrange didn't make me rich, but it helped me get through month after month.
