If you think it's hard to find a good job right now, it's very competitive...
You still need to grit your teeth and persist.
We are currently in the late stage of the Kondratiev wave, and the whole world is very competitive, not just you.
What is the late stage of the Kondratiev wave? To put it simply, it means that the internet revolution that started in the 1990s is basically coming to an end, with waves in between, and now it may have developed into the final wave: electric vehicles and blockchain.