I only hate not investing everything in Bitcoin. This round of gambling on altcoins has indeed resulted in heavy losses, but compared to those who bought houses for three to four million and now can't sell them for seven to eight hundred thousand, I am still lucky. Can we trust what the government says? Think about it carefully; after so many years of hard work, I'm still in this situation. As for the loan, I can always choose not to pay it back; being a deadbeat can be considered compensation from the bank. Credit scores don't mean much; they are just used for cashing out. As long as the project doesn't die, I can still turn things around in a few years.

I have become a thorough and complete gambler. Ever since I came into contact with this thing, I always feel that I can definitely earn more money from it, allowing my partner, parents, and children to live a life no longer filled with hardships. My parents, who have worked hard for half a lifetime, my wife, who has shared difficulties with me, my brother who is in high school, and my child in kindergarten, it pains my heart, regret, regret, regret! The money lost in a single day is what my parents would hesitate to spend on themselves for an entire year, and it makes me so sad. Looking at my wife sleeping beside me, the guilt in my heart makes it hard for me to find peace.
Regarding the game of trading, at this moment I deeply realize that this is not the path I should take. Winning is just a process, and losing is definitely the final outcome.
This passage is written for myself. When the inner demons strike again, I come to reflect on my current state of mind. Do you still think you are a favored child? Stop gambling, don’t wait until your partner, parents, children, and relatives all distance themselves from you before you awaken; it will all be too late!
Your family loves you very much. Work hard to give them a better life! This path does not work for you. You are a very good child with strong learning abilities, who is willing to put in the effort. Work steadily to earn money so that your wife can live a little better with you. She is your biggest supporter, don’t let her down again!

Remember in your heart
Monday, June 23, 2025, 1:20 PM