Brother, I am just like you, but my thoughts are different from yours. My family has been farmers for generations, and we have never produced any prominent figures. At my age, I have elderly parents and young children to care for. I have also lost a lot and have over a million in loans, but I still want to persevere because I believe this is the only opportunity for a class leap for our generations. Throughout history, those who undertake great matters either achieve great success or suffer great failure; there’s nothing to complain about. I have already put all my money into FIL coins; I believe in its application scenarios. This is indeed a gamble, but who enters this circle without taking a risk?

I have become a thorough and complete gambler. Ever since I came into contact with this thing, I always feel that I can definitely earn more money from it, allowing my partner, parents, and children to live a life no longer filled with hardships. My parents, who have worked hard for half a lifetime, my wife, who has shared difficulties with me, my brother who is in high school, and my child in kindergarten, it pains my heart, regret, regret, regret! The money lost in a single day is what my parents would hesitate to spend on themselves for an entire year, and it makes me so sad. Looking at my wife sleeping beside me, the guilt in my heart makes it hard for me to find peace.
Regarding the game of trading, at this moment I deeply realize that this is not the path I should take. Winning is just a process, and losing is definitely the final outcome.
This passage is written for myself. When the inner demons strike again, I come to reflect on my current state of mind. Do you still think you are a favored child? Stop gambling, don’t wait until your partner, parents, children, and relatives all distance themselves from you before you awaken; it will all be too late!
Your family loves you very much. Work hard to give them a better life! This path does not work for you. You are a very good child with strong learning abilities, who is willing to put in the effort. Work steadily to earn money so that your wife can live a little better with you. She is your biggest supporter, don’t let her down again!

Remember in your heart
Monday, June 23, 2025, 1:20 PM