Stay alive, don't die, once you're dead, there's no way to turn things around.

If there are big shots in the crypto world who can help me, I really can't bear to part with the people around me. Who can help me get through this? I will give you my remaining life. I will never touch it again; my life has truly been ruined. I really don't know what else to do besides death, but I really can't bear it.