I don't know if you've ever traded with a large position in futures?

That feeling is really indescribable.

Staring at the candlestick chart, afraid to sleep, afraid to move, every fluctuation feels like a knife scraping.

You think you're in it for profit, but in the end, you even lose your sleep. At three in the morning, I wake up intermittently to check the order book, my heart racing with the price movements, the direction hasn't changed, yet I can't help but look.

The most terrifying thing about futures is not losing money, but that it steals away the emotional stability you should have.

The futures haven't blown up, but I've already exploded.

A cup of tea, a pack of cigarettes, a contract to bear for a whole day.

A needle, a body full of sweat, a total liquidation makes everything worthless.