From the way you speak, I can tell that you are anxious and restless; mindset is the most challenging aspect of trading.

I will recover this debt lying down, starting from this month, I will only short sell. Every time I go all-in, I end up at the bottom of the mountain. Damn it, I almost lost 700U this time. Did you treat my 10U as a target to harvest? I'm not convinced. It was hard to get my 10U up to 200U, and now you've harvested it away from me. I went all-in with 5000 and lost a few hundred U, and that was that. I didn't time my entry correctly and ended up halfway up the mountain.