What the Fk Am I Doing Here? š¤
After losing so many timesā even wiping out my entire account the day beforeāI told myself today would be different. Iād only take small losses. But guess what? I started with a small loss, and even though the trade wasnāt my usual setup (honestly, I donāt even have a setup), I forced it anyway. Then, I thought, āLetās recover something,ā and ended up making a bunch of trades. Boomālost $1, which was 45% of my capital. š„
Every time I traded today, I was thinking, āIāll recover,ā but I just kept losing more. If I didnāt stop, I probably wouldāve blown everything again, like before. I canāt seem to stop after one loss or even after a few trades. It feels like gamblingātrading every candle, exiting in a panic with a loss, or holding for a big profit that turns into a big loss.š©
Iām so frustrated with myself. If anyone has advice, please shareāI need it. š