STOP IF you often lose in the futures market, that is the place of the demons and devils.
Return to spot, focus on BTC, your lost money totals around -5000$ or even more. So you must repent and become aware.
If 5000$ is focused on BTC, a 1% increase equals 50$.
Be grateful that what matters is profit, no matter how small your profit, you can withdraw continuously buddy, withdraw again and again...
RENZVERIFY