It's still not even 200U, everything comes so suddenly, repeated losses have made me the laughingstock of this market, and I've grown accustomed to all sorts of mockery and ridicule.
I didn't want to heavily invest, I was just too anxious. The last time I heavily invested was because a creditor, a female college student, urgently needed money. I was as anxious as an ant on a hot pan, lacking the patience to wait, just wanting to help her raise the funds. I couldn't rationalize the floating losses; what's lost is lost, and in the end, I didn't make any money but suffered a huge loss.
Later, I had no choice but to shamelessly borrow, take loans, and cash out, but in the end, I still couldn't raise enough. I was left with three hundred yuan for meals, as everything I managed to gather was transferred to her.
Today's heavy investment is still aimed at making a profit, repeating the same mistakes as last time. The current situation is terrible, and the reality is worse. Once again, I've suffered a significant loss, and I'm about to be homeless again. I don't know where to go next month, nor do I want to raise money to start over. I'm just too tired.
I'm planning to find a job first to calm down. My current state makes it impossible to trade well. I sincerely appreciate those who have helped me. I'm sorry that only a portion of the bosses have recouped their losses and made a profit, while some haven't even received commissions, and the principal has lost so much.
One of my small goals I challenged myself with was actually to clear my debts within a year. Unknowingly, three months of the new year have already passed, and I feel lost about my future once again.
No matter how good the trading strategy is, if I can't strictly execute it, it’s useless. No matter how good the skills are, without the patience to wait for the right entry point, it won't work either. Instead of hoping for a miracle while in a state of floating losses, it’s better to go with the market.
Perhaps I'm really not suited for trading❗