Last Saturday, I learned a bit of basic candlestick knowledge. On Sunday afternoon, I watched the market for an hour and saw ETH decline all the way. I decisively bet 20U on a bearish trend, but little did I know it was the bottom. Less than a day later, after stopping losses, I was left with less than 10U.
On Sunday, I saw discussions in the square mentioning breakthrough pullbacks and entering on the right side. I was amazed that candlesticks have various logics. That night, I came across
#时间合约 and tried a few bets. Watching the candlestick rise and fall, it seemed like I could understand the candlestick trends. That night, I reached 50U.
On Monday night, I continued with event contracts, and in three hours, I reached over 200+U. I had a good grasp of the candlestick trends, which was incredible. However, I made a wrong prediction on a large order of 40U, and in a panic, I followed up with two more large orders to compensate, but it was all in vain, and I lost everything, leaving only 30U.
Lying in bed, I couldn't shake off the feeling of regret. From midnight to three, I watched the market with 30U, believing with an 80% win rate, I could reach 300U. This was even higher than my previous first win rate of over 70%.
On Tuesday night, the same thing happened. I mispredicted a large order, and trying to remedy it led to even greater losses. I felt disheartened. The subsequent trades were all attempts to break even, but the win rate kept dropping, and I ended up with 150U. I no longer trusted my instincts, and before sleeping, I casually took a look and directly bet 125U, just going all in. I had already given up. When I woke up in the morning, I groggily looked and saw only 70U left. I felt even more reckless and, in a daze, went all in, clearing everything.
After that, I didn't play for three consecutive days. After calming down for a few days, I started again from 10U, thinking that I just needed a series of consecutive wins to reach 300U. However, once I got started, my instincts felt off, and I hesitated with my orders. I peaked at 60U but lost it all.
Today, I started again from 10U, but I no longer had the original determination. When placing orders, doubts began to creep in, and sure enough, I lost everything in just four trades.
From consecutive wins to consecutive losses, I can't understand how there could be such a huge gap. Now, I can't even imagine the determination I had that early morning to take 30U to 300U.
So tired...
My mindset is so poor...
I have no confidence...
I'm not that smart...