#小白勇闯币圈 Money is not urgently needed: Confessions of contract fans
On June 21 last year, I accidentally came into contact with the currency circle and started playing with contracts. I didn't know how to play blindly at first, so I lost 20,000. I have been recharging since then.
The bull market is here, and I don’t know how to continue short selling. My position is liquidated every day. Within half a year I lost my deposit. I started using credit cards in 2023, but the bear market started again, and it dropped every day. I lost more than 100,000 yuan.
I started shorting at the end of 2023, but the market rebounded and my position was liquidated again. Looking back, my operation was purely based on feeling and without logic. Don't understand the market background. If I make a mistake, I don't admit defeat, I take orders. I'm not a big position gambler. I usually open small positions.
I feel like I can resist. I didn’t expect that a unilateral trend could always go up or down. I like to open a copycat "Family Bucket", and almost every one of them ends in liquidation. During this time, my mentality was really broken and I was desperate. As long as I have money, I will regain my confidence.
I tortured myself again and again. If I open a long position, I cut my losses and open a short position. It went up, and I was tortured by the market and cried bitterly. Really uncomfortable. The most embarrassing thing I did during this time was borrowing money from my parents to increase my position. Eventually my position was liquidated and my salary was increased as soon as I got paid.
I have always wanted to get my money back, and I always thought I could, but now I understand that giving me 10 million is useless. This has nothing to do with the capital at all. The more unwilling I am to stop the loss, the more I can only close the position. There is no trading system, just for fun.
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My parents borrowed tens of thousands for working capital, and I topped up the money again. I opened several ant warehouses, but they were all liquidated. I collapsed in despair and just wanted to die. I'm like a gambler or an animal. That's my parents' annual salary.
I was lucky enough to lose money, but I regret that I didn't execute, even though I felt something was wrong and I should have cut my losses. I didn't stop when there were only 10,000 left, but continued until there was only one point left. I have been looking forward to ordering takeout for a long time, and the contract is tens or hundreds of thousands.At that point, my world collapsed, followed by pain and self-blame.
I have been autistic for more than a month, but I am not discouraged in the end. Instead, I picked myself up and set my sights on rebates. There will always be ups and downs in life, but that doesn’t mean I have to give up. Failure is only temporary as long as I keep the faith and persist in pursuing my goals. cheer for yourself
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