i got disappointed so much that I've nearly no expectations for most projects lol

trust me, 5 years in this space will change you

so whatever that comes my way usually don't even make my heart flinch a bit

because everytime I (used to) have expectations, I'm talking very low expectations and i get even lower results

(e.g. zksync) - I was expecting gen wealth (fr and yes ik I'm dumb) and I get like 1/10000 of my expectation it really broke me deep down for like a couple months

i literally lost all motivation to do anything

(e.g. recentlly kinto) - I was expecting breakeven at tge but I got like -60-70% below my invested amt this really surprised me ridiculously

so nowadays my expectation is so so low, that no matter what the outcome is, it is just extremely difficult to disappoint or 'break' me lol

probably also why my state of mind gotten so good lately, bcos I simply can't be disappointed