I have always been disgusted with alcohol. My evaluation of alcohol is either bitter or spicy. If I hadn't been "persuaded" by the people at the table, I would never drink it. But today, I sat alone in the bar and drank half a bottle of alcohol. Although it was not a strong alcohol of 30 or 50 degrees, it also left a deep dark red on my face. After drinking half a bottle, the drunk people and furnishings in the bar gradually became distorted, everything became hazy, and the originally noisy sounds began to fluctuate, and even completely lost their timbre. I was probably drunk.
It turns out that I have been drunk before, but this is the first time I have been drunk like this. Under the continued influence of alcohol, my whole body became intoxicated. The walk was soft and soft, as if no effort was needed, but it took a long time to reach the destination. The troubles caused by the collapse of BCH completely disappeared at this moment, and I even forgot the fact that I was a trader. So, I finally understood that my purpose of coming here was achieved. It was at this moment that I truly understood why so many people like wine, something that makes people feel like they are in a dream. Because this kind of dreamlike intoxication is simply the best antidote to resolve sorrow.
More than 20 days ago, I was thinking that if BCH increased by another 5.8 times, I would be able to make 100 million as I wished. I have rehearsed my life after having 100 million in my mind more than once. First of all, material wealth is self-evident. In fact, I have not worried about material things for a long time, so there is no need to say more about this; secondly, I can easily realize my old dreams or new dreams now, and even fulfill other people's dreams like the genie in the story of Aladdin's magic lamp; finally, the fame brought to me by huge wealth, even if this fame is limited to the cryptocurrency circle, will also make me feel satisfied. However, all this was completely shattered the moment BCH fell below $800.
In less than a month, BCH plummeted from $2,700 to a low of $760, and the market value of my holdings dropped rapidly from $2.6 million to $730,000. Compared with the highest point, BCH fell by a full 5 times, and Bitcoin also fell from a high of $19,700 to a low of $6,100, a drop of 3 times. They all say that the bull market has ended, but I don’t believe it, even if I die. This kind of hoarse resistance is not based on any basis, but comes from the unwillingness of not meeting expectations. I always feel that I am close to the goal of 100 million, but it is just a matter of finishing touches. But the invisible hand of the capital market is annoying after all, and this plunge is probably caused by it.
I was angry and helpless, so I had to use alcohol to numb myself in order to get out of this pain. But the enzymes in my liver chose to go against me at this time, and the drunkenness I got from drinking liquor with a frown and swallowing it mouthful by mouthful was slowly killed by it.
As the waiter shook me, I realized that I had slept for quite a while in the bar. The noise in the bar was deafening, but I didn't hear it during the three hours of deep sleep that felt short. I guess this is the magic of alcohol. The waiter reminded me to keep an eye on my belongings. I thanked him and then tried hard to let myself fall asleep again. But the "effect" of alcohol was gradually consumed by enzymes. If I wanted to get drunk, I had to keep drinking. But when I recalled the bitterness that made me suffer so much, I couldn't help but give up the idea.
In the following ten days, BCH gradually recovered from despair, and the price of BCH rose to $1,000, $1,300, $1,500... I was very pleased with the rising price. From the lowest point, BCH rose by nearly 100%. But this is not enough for me. I have to recover to at least $2,700 to be satisfied. Going forward, I have to set a new record high and break through $10,000 until I fully achieve my goal.
During the period of the plunge and rebound, many people were kicked out, not by market fluctuations, but by the fear from the bottom of their hearts. In just over ten days, the voice of "the bull market has ended" was quickly overwhelmed by the voice of "the bull market will continue". No one wants the bull market to end too early, and everyone is eager to multiply their assets tenfold or a hundredfold. This unanimous consensus has created a collective rebound in February 2018. The currencies that are striving to climb are like horses galloping on the battlefield. Under the control of the bulls, they are marching towards another world that marks victory. Those who have not yet put on the armor of the bulls finally got rid of the annoying hesitation and resolutely chose to join.
Many people interpret this as the last chance to get on board. If you miss it, you will have to wait for the next bull market. Since the current bull market is still alive, why wait for the so-called next bull market that may appear in an unknown year? According to this idea, it is definitely right to join the long army, and all fears of "bull market goes and bear market comes" should be corrected. For those of us who have been firmly holding coins, these questions do not need to be thought about, because the idea that the bull market will continue is deeply rooted in our hearts. If anyone doubts the sustainability of the bull market, he will definitely be labeled as short-sighted and even denounced. Therefore, a phenomenon has been created, that is, most people who are pessimistic about the future market do not speak, even if they have convincing evidence. Moreover, even if they publicly express their pessimistic views on the future market at the risk of being collectively denounced, they will soon be completely submerged by the enthusiastic bullish wave.
