It's been over ten days since I last showered or brushed my teeth,

my body is covered in sticky, smelly sweat, and my clothes are not breathable at all, making me feel very uncomfortable like a damp rag.

Every time I pass by someone, they cover their noses and give me strange looks. I'm sorry for letting myself get to this state.

Nowadays, if you don't go online at an internet cafe, they'll kick you out, and internet cafes usually have air conditioning, so if you fall asleep, you'll get really cold.

At the park, there are a lot of mosquitoes by the wooden benches and the small river, and it's impossible to sleep; you'll be fighting off mosquitoes all night until dawn.

If you sleep at the ATM and someone walks in, it will scare them, which is quite awkward.

At other shops, there are fewer mosquitoes than in the park, but they're still there; in summer, no matter where you sleep outside, there will be mosquitoes.

Last night, I discovered a mat in this hallway where someone else has moved out, and I slept soundly, probably because I was too tired to notice the mosquitoes.

Of course, there are many more places to sleep…

When I'm hungry, I feel nauseous, lose my appetite, and have stomach aches, feeling weak all over…